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2010-02-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

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R.I.P MJ

2009-07-09T21:16:00.001+08:00

R.I.P MJ

the end

2009-06-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

its the end of what something that started so wonderfully.
i really learnt my lesson this time.
appreciate the time you have with the ones you loved.
dont spare a moment or let it pass just like that.
treasure those times you have.
you might not get to experience them again.

i hope you two will stay happy together.
i know its no use for me to hang on anymore.
and i guess i should let go.
to him,
do take care of yourself properly.
anything, i'll still be here.
we are still friends.
thanks for giving me all those nice memories,
it will just remain as a beautiful dream in my life.
to her,
its good that he found you now.
he's happy and safe being around with you.
may god bless both of you.

prom night didnt went well and i'm not gonna blog about. bout those rumours out there, i'm really speechless.
i know i'm not in the wrong and i did not do anything wrong.

pics i will upload later.

everythig's over.

2009-06-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

YOU left me ALONE, when I NEEEDED YOU the MOST.

2009-06-14T14:55:00.002+08:00

i really dont have the mood to blog nowadys.
due to the fact that what's happening around me this past two weeks.
my holidays are all gone.
and tomorrow's back to school time again.
YOU might not know what i've went thru this few days.
i know you're pressured by ppl but so am i.
ppl tell me that i should give up on you.
but what am i doing?
i DIDNT. the fact that i love you so much i just dont have the heart to do so.
i dont know what made us like this.
i dont know what change your attitude.
still..someday i'm hoping that you'll be the same old guy that i've known half a year back.
i've never given up on you and i will not until you've given me a valid reason.
i try my best to stay strong through all this.
i know we might be far apart because we dont stay near each other.
you feel that we are in a long distance realtionship..but what about others??
those girls whose boyfriends are overseas.how would they feel?
as long as our hearts are strong, we'll stay as ONE.

2009-06-14T14:53:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry.
I MISS YOU.<3

for you.=)

2009-06-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

baby, i know you're reading this right now.
i've told you this a million times before but i still will tell you.
ILOVEYOU.

ppl.i'm telling you this.i really love this boy a lot.
he really mean a lot to me.
without him my life wouldn't be filled with much happiness right now.
all i can say is, he's the only guy that can make me happy and nothing else.

iloveyou.<3

tagged.

2009-05-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Kit Yee

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

cheeks

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

i felt that there was something missing.=S

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

Jiun Li

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

not really i guess.

5. Will you ever donate blood?

no way.i had a bad experience of drawing blood and now you want me to donate??oh puh-lease..XD

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

Yup
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
nope.
8. What does your last text message say?

okay.this is wayyy to over edi. private stuff.=D

9. What are you thinking right now?

HIM

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
I already have HIM
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?

12.30PM

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

PADINI tee.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

definitely.

14. Who was the last person who text you?

HIM

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:

1. jiun

2. ivan

3. sum

4. hong

5. jojochan

6. steph

7. kah yee

8. kin wai

9. penghan

10. payleng

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

i dont know.

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?

male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?

they wont unless they are bisexual.haha

18. What is no.1 studying about?

arts.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

recently i think.lol

20. Is no.4 single?

I think so

21. Say something about no.2?

A good friend

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?

no comment.

23. Describe no.9?

nice friend of mine since primary.=]

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?

haha.idk what to do.

25. Do you like no.8?

ya.he's my brother.=]

HERE AND GONE!=)

2009-05-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAYS are HERE!!!and GONE are the EXAMS!!!WHEE!!=D
indeed, i'm looking forward to my hols. i just cant wait for school to be over tomorrow.haha.
guess what..this few days i've been sleeping a lot in class. i really dont know why am i so tired..haha
i'm so not gonna talk bout my exam greds. can die i tell you ppl.urghh.
i am considering whether should i drop add maths or not right now.sighh.
or should i just continue taking that subject with the shitty results that i got.someone help me pls.

baby, i'm gonna have to tell you this.
you really light up my life with colours.
before this, my life was full of darkness.
it all changed when you appeared.
YOU ROCK MY WORLD BABY.
Iloveyou.=)

thinking of you.

exams.exams.exams..etc..

2009-05-17T17:01:00.008+08:00

i'm currently struggling halfway for my exams to be over so that i can relax.

can you believe it.my hair's dropping off because of this.and i'm going bald!!!arghhh!

I DON'T WANNA GO BALD!!!SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE~!

i've got so much to study and yet i'm still in front of the comp.wth.

i need guidance.DEAR LORD PLS HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS.AMEN.=))

anyway.i have tonnes of pics to upload..

okay.here goes.continuation from part one of the pics.

i really need help here.XD

weithin,kheinee and me]

what's over there???LOL.

LOOK AT C-MUN.HAHA.BIG BOSS.xD

my darling jamie and me.hee.

exercise is always good for health.haha.

mother and daughter.haha.

okayy.this is so wrong.

okay.thats all the pics from school.hahaha.

others..

me and jamie

me and see mun

me and her again.hee.

this pic was taken 2 months back i think.haha.

me and jenji.

kit yee and me.

my last pic.=]

me and wei yern.=]

that's all the pics.more to come.haha.

i'm back!! i'm back!!

2009-05-03T18:27:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!=]

i'm really i kept you guys waiting.i've never had the time to update my blog nowadays.

a lot of events have been going on for the past month. i'll just update bout them one by one okay??

give me time. but the current one that happened was the civic project that was held at my school.

it was about GEJALA SOSIAL. My class prepared games.

i was supposed to be on duty but end up playing more than working.ahaaha.and taking a lot of pictures too.haha.

there are more pics to come!!=D

I'M BACK PPL!!I'M BACK!=D

2009-04-12T18:48:00.002+08:00

wow.its been a month since i last updated my blog.
i'm sorry ppl.
a lot of things have been happening around me this past month
but i have no intention on elaborating on it too much.
am been going through ups and downs.
anyway, from now on..i'm going to start updating my blog again.
=)

more updates

2009-03-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

i'm really lazy to type now.i'll upload some pics..

during myf.=]

samantha,james,ruth,me and chris. at cgmc.

M.I.A

2009-03-09T20:15:00.002+08:00

ppl.i'm super sorry for not updating my blog for the past week.
really really sorry.
there are many reasons why i didnt do so.
firstly i was sick.=S.urghh.
it all started with a fever that i had two weeks ago on tuesday at school.
after recess i called up my mum.i really cant stand it already.
my body temperature really high.
so i ended up not going for chemistry and malay tuition.haha.ponteng.LOL.and also marching
the next day, thats a wednesday, i went to see the doctor.
it wasnt any serious thing.thats what the doctor said.just a viral fever.
so fine.went home took medicine and sleep.
can you imagine it.i can sleep the whole day.the effect of the medicine.haha
i thought i will be well by thursday so i could go back to school on friday.
but unfortunately, it wasnt what i expected.haha.
i had to go to the clinic to get my blood test.twice summo.
i had all this.but what to do.have to check whether i had dengue or not cos my temperature went up to 42 degrees.
after taking my second blood test, i went to see the doctor.at that time i was really weak already. once my mum opened the doctor's room door, the doctor already commented saying that why am i so weak when i dont even have dengue.
den suddenly my whole body got numb. doctor said i was dehydrated.
LOL. my mum told me that the doctor really got panic.
he even said that i nearly died.OMGG.i couldnt believe it.haha. but nvm la.i'm safe now.=]
so i got hospitalised on that same day. was put on drips ler.LOL.
thats one heck of an experience staying in the hosp.haha.

see this?thats the effect of drawing blood.hahaha.
=D

relaxing.

2009-02-21T14:29:00.002+08:00

LOL.i went for a full body massage just now after gb meeting.
super relaxing.haha.i went with jiun,wei yern,jamie and yee yan.
hahaha.the way they massaged for us was really nice. very comfortable.haha
i was in a single room. the others shared one room..mine is private.haha
our body massage lasted for 45 minutes.
the girl asked me to do the 'kua sha' thing.its supposed to make your body more relax.haha.the way they did it you wouldnt want to know.you will see my scar later after it. it will only go off after a week.haha.
i shall upload that pic later.haha

relaxing.haha

2009-02-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

updates.

2009-02-18T21:01:00.007+08:00

went for service this morning.then after church i went for breakfast with cheng, hong and ivan ler. we went to old town. the roads were all jammed this morning and have know idea why is it like this. den we went back to church to fetch sum and ph'ng. i really feel bad cos hong has to drive us around. we went to jj and guess what. we took the long way there. we took the road from jelapang to the highway to reach jj. cos all the roads are blocked and godknowswhy. we reached jj around 1145 and there are already so many cars there.

actually all of us were there to celebrated my b'day. a belated b;day party.haha.at first they wanted to watch movie and cheng needed to go back by 3 so we cant watch and on my part, i really wanted to go kbox because the day before..i wanted to go but was really disappointed. cos all the rooms are fully booked. so we made our choice to go kbox.and i was the boss for that day so they had to listen to me.haha.=D we went McD for lunch first before going to kbox. there we met up with steven. after eating, we went to kbox.haha.me and cheng were really 'high' inside there.LOL. but it was really fun.haha.she was so syok until she even kicked the table and all the snacks dropped and is wasted.Haha.damn funny can die.

i dont wanna talk much deee.i'll upload the pics.=]

ivan,me and sum

me and sum

ph'ng,ivan and me

ivan me sum.sum said he shud not be in the pic.wth.ahaha

us AGAIN.=D

caught his pic eating.haha.

pics for the older posts...

14/2/2009

jo,jiun and me.

me and jiun.at the rooftop.after drinking.

then met up with kenji.hahaha.

haha.someone's shy.LOL.

me,kenji and jiun.

really fun that night.haha

pics from sat..

me.=)

me and cheng.=p

thats all peeps.

update!update!

2009-02-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

14/2/2009

it's VALENTINES DAY today. but unfortunately we had to go school.

pffftt.had school replacement today. garrrhhh.

thought had to study and all.but see see we had ceramah today.

by INTI COLLEGE. after school, me,jamie,cmun,karwei,and siong yee went to parade. this year we celebrated valentines with our closest friends.

when we reached parade, we changed.den met up with jee an,jeff, samuel,jackson,kar weng,cheedi,desmond and the others. really bored.

we wanted to go KBOX initially, but damn. its full.fine.nvm. then thought of going to the movies. but the time was really late. so we had our lunch first. den after lunch, thought of having a game of bowling, see see its also full.damn it la.go everywhere also full. ended up lepaking at the food court.siggghhhh.but of course we had fun gossiping there and playing there.ahaha.

pics will tell you the story.haha

me and jamie.=]

i dont really have much pictures with me taken at parade. cos the rest are with jamie.LOL.

at night i went to jj with jojo and jee an. nicholas was suppose to come but he didnt.nvm bout him.haha. i really wanted to go kbox but too bad its also full already. no luck.sighhh.cant they add more rooms??LOL. so me and jo went to take pictures and then me,jee an and her went for dinnwe at black canyon.haha.

oh ya,i saw justin and cheedi they all there too.and saw jojo chai too!!=]hees.i miss her.LOL.

met up with jiun too after dinner.she came with her parents but she walk with us.haha.

so we went walking around.den we bought some beer and went to the rooftop to take a breeze.after drinking we went back in to jj.

couples are everywhere. those couples are so super sweet.so nice. jealous.aahaha.

den jiun went to meet up with teh kah yee they all.so left me,jo,and jee an walking around like a dummy.haha. we ended playing air hockey in capcom.

oh ya.den met up with jiun li to go back. saw kenji and her gang.

dont wanna talk much la. i'll put some pics later.hees.

thank you ppl!!=)

2009-02-15T21:33:00.004+08:00

to all my friends out there.thank you for making my birthday a really memorable one.

words cant express how much i appreciate what all of you guys have done for me.

to jee an.jiun,kit yee,jia moon,jing jing,siong yee THANK YOU SO MUCHHH!!

i really did not expect some kind of surprise party leh.hahaha

it was held on friday at chatter(yikfoong) before going for tuition ler. and after that i went to jiun's house.hees.

we were at chatter celebrating my b'day.hees.=]

me blowing my bday cake.hees.

moon,me and jiun.=D

we took a lot of pics at her place.haha

this is seriously my best birthday ever.=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!!!

2009-02-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

HEY YOU!!

JOJO CHAN CHO YEE!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!=D

SORRY FOR NOT POSTING THIS EARLIER.WAS REALLY BUSY.

HAPPPPPPPYYYYYY BIRTHDAY!!!LOL.

LOVE YOU HEEPS!!=D

i'm really really bored!!

2009-02-09T21:53:00.004+08:00

i'm really really really BOREDD!!!

I'M GOING TO DIE OF BOREDOM LA!!

here's what i did today.pics will say it all.

*cheese!!!!*

then i hanged my room curtains.pretty colours eh??

then continue ber-ss again.haha

*bleuk*

damn stupid rite?boredom.its killing ME!!!!

best of asian ah guas.LOL.

2009-02-09T14:54:00.007+08:00

my friend sent me this mail last time bout guys who turned into beauties.

damn are they pretty.haha.=D

Japan Ah Gua

From Taiwan

korea

thailand

singapore

all these pretty maidens.they dont look like ah guas rite?they look original.haha.

i find the one from thailand really pretty.but what bout china?haha.i bet you wont want to see it.

its a failure.haha.=D trying to be one but not successfull.

heres it: the one from china.LMAO

LOVE vs INFATUATION

2009-02-09T14:33:00.002+08:00

Love vs. Infatuation

What is the elusive thing called "Love" that everyone so desperately needs?
Sometimes, we sort of like this girl because she is beautiful?
Or the girl likes him because he is handsome?
But this kind of "Cinderella Syndrome" when the girl is waiting on her Prince Charming is not real love. It is better known as "Infatuation", and there is a vast difference between it and real love. Enumerated here below are the differences. Find out if you are really in love and not just infatuated.

What is Infatuation?

Infatuation is a feeling; real love involves a commitment also. Infatuation is just love of emotion. Real love though, is love of devotion. Only the emotions are affected in infatuation, but in real love both the Emotions and Will are involved. Next, a person "fall into" infatuation, but "grows into" real love. Gentlemen, have you ever seen a girl who was so beautiful that you thought you'd faint? This is infatuation. It is based totally on physical attraction; Often you don't know much in-depth about the person you so-called love. Thus infatuation is mostly biological.
Also remember; never tell a woman you love her, unless you are willing to marry her. Then, infatuation is basically selfish where real love is basically selfless. Infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself and your "feelings" than it is in the other person.
Real love is primarily interested in the other person. It seeks to give instead of get. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person.
Lastly, infatuation is weakened by time and separation where real love is strengthened by time and separation. This does not mean that there will be no pain in separation. On the contrary, there is great pain in separation if you are truly in love.

What is Love?
Now you understand what infatuation is, let us now go on to discuss about Love.
Love is Patient - The word translated "patient" means to wait patiently for the fulfillment of expectations. When you have difficulty dating this girl and she does not want to come out of her shell, if you truly love her, you will not complain and blame her, you must look at the situation from her point of view – maybe she is having some problems which prevented her from coming out. You must react to it with patience and understanding. Have you ever met someone you liked so much that you wanted to push the relationship and make it progress faster? Sure you have! Love, however, Love is willing to give the relationship time to grow at a natural pace. It does not push but is willing to wait for the relationship to grow at a rate that is satisfactory to both parties.

Love is Kind - Love seeks to encourage and build up on others. It respects the feelings and emotions of others. It finds its greatest satisfaction in making others happy, i.e. Compliment one another, magnify the other's strength, Listen to one another. Pay close attention to what each of you has to say and make each other feel that what each says is important, etc.

Love is not Jealous - Jealousy usually indicates an insecure and immature heart. Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Jealous is reflected in the childish statement, "If he is going to talk to her, then he can just forget about me!" Often, one person wants to totally possess the other and to restrict her relationships with others.

Love is not to Brag - Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Often, a guy will brag to a girl, trying to impress her so that she will like him. A truly great person, however, does not need to exalt himself. Others will exalt him.

Love is not Arrogant - Love is not conceited, boastful, cocky or stuck up. Love, instead, is humble and has a servant attitude. Sometimes, a guy may come across to a girl with an "I can take you or leave you" attitude. His demeanor implies, "You ought to be thankful that somebody as neat as me is dating you". Of course this is not love.

Love always Covers - This word cover means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential. Love is patient with faults of others. It doesn't criticize or broadcast to the world the faults of others. Love is present even when it knows the other is not perfect.

Love always Perseveres - Love always stands its ground and holds out. It will outlast anything. It will even love on the face of unreturned love. Real love will last through all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses.

Love is not Provoked - This means that love has a long fuse. It does not become irritated and angry. It is not easily offended. Love does not seek its own. This is the heart of love. Love is other-centered not self-centered. Love says, "I love you, I want to give you." Selfishness says, "I love you, I want you!"

Love does not act Unbecomingly - This means that love does not behave disgracefully, dishonorably, or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its actions. It is characterized by tact and sensitivity. This also means that love should have good manners. Be sure to do little things like opening doors for your girl or offering her your arm when you walk together.

Love is Forgiving - Lastly, this is a must for a successful love story. If a guy is not willing to forgive and forget when his girlfriend is only an hour late, he is not exhibiting love. Love doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful.

SHARE THE LOVE PPL!!

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2009-02-09T14:22:00.001+08:00

i dont know why but i seem to be meeting him everywhere i go.

when i'm at tuition.he's there.

when i'm at dinner.he's also there.at the same place and just sitting at the table right next to mine.

goshhh.the feeling is so not good.

whenever i see him it reminds me of our past.

but whatever it is, i bet he is happy with his life now.

babbles.=D

2009-02-08T10:54:00.008+08:00

this past week was okay for me.=]

nothing much happen.monday i had marching practice.damn tiring can die.

haha.den after marching practice i went home.den my friend texted me.

guess what he said.

here goes the convo:

he: your gb drill not bad eh.very nice.can win.haha.

me:huh?how'd you know?LOL.

he:i took a bus to your school bus stop den i saw your contingent marching.very nice.can win dee.

me:LOL.i got no confidence in winning yet la.HAHA.still not that good.

he:sure can wan.train more. and yea.i can hear your voice even i'm standing outside.

me:waa.my voice really that loud?HAHA

haha.that was part of the convo.i cannot believe my voice was that loud.LOL. cos i was at the middle of the field and the bus stop is like outside?LMAO.

on tuesday i went for chemistry tuition after school. had to walk there.its near assam house.super tiring la.LOL.have to walk so much.den went for malay tuition after that. and its until 7.arghh.stressful. at malay tuition, jonathan sent me a pic.i thought what was that.he sent me a pic in which he disected the frog.eeew.gross.disgusting.

gross rite?urghhh.

we were bored.so we took more pics.hees.

jiun,me and jon.

then there's moon and jiun.=D

friday. went for steven tuition at 2.30. sengaja go early so me and jiun can lepak at yik foong a while. when we reached, jia moon and kit yee was there already. then saw yuen jing and siong yee with her bf.haha.den later came jee an.haha. we walked a while till 3.40 then went back to tuition. on our way back, there's this aunty sitting at the steps at yik foong.she asked to borrow my phone to call her daughter.i said okay.so she called edi then she wanted to pay me back.i was like...no need la aunty.its okay.she insisted but then i smile and walk off d.so good of me rite?LOL. got angpau from steven hees.=D

anyway, what i did this past week can be seen through my pics.enjoy!

oh ya.i went to jj last week for a movie.before that i had breakfast with my friends at mcd. pls ppl.dont ever drink this orangedream mcflurry.it sucks.it really taste like soap detergent.

see the two phones? mine is the black one.sighhh.spot the difference between the white and black?the backlight from my phone suppose to be blue.but then i took it for repair because the keypda spoil edi,den the fella said no more blue light so had to put orange light for me.now it looks reall weird already.sighhh.i miss the blue light..

points up: kit yee,jiun,me,moon,jing,siong yee.

points down:me,moon,siong yee,jing,kit yee,jiun

we took this at yifk foong.haha.XD

thats all peeps!!=]

100 TRUTHS.

2009-02-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

100 truths
001. Real name → irene choo ai leng
002. Nickname(s)→ rene,ah choo
004. Zodiac sign → aquarius
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → SMK MGS
007. Middle School → SMK MGS
008. High School-> Duno yet
009. College School --> Duno yet
010. Hair color → brown
011. Long or short → long
012. Loud or Quiet → most of the time am loud.=D
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both
015. Health freak → Not really
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yea
018. Eat or Drink → Both
019. Piercings → yeappp
020. Tattoos → none

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → have it
024. First best friend → pay leng
025. First award → net ball(primary)
026. First crush → forgot.LOL.(even if i remember i wont tell.)
027. First pet → none.
028. First big vacation → not sure.
030. First big birthday → 13?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking → nothing.
052. I'm about to → watch tv.
053. Listening to → nothing
054. Plans for today → live life tho the fullest.enjoy every second of it.
055. Waiting for → waiting for SPM to come and end faster.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yea
059. Want to get married? → Yes
060. Careers in mind → pschycology

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → a bit taller than me
072. Romantic or spontaneous → A bit of both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → both
074. Sensitive or loud→ sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → nope.
081. Ran away from home → Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nope
083. Killed somebody → No. why would i?LOL.i'm GOOD.
084. Broken someone's heart → errr..yea.
085. Been arrested → i dont commit crimes okay.haha.
087. Cried when someone died → yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → At most times yes.
090. Miracles → yes
091. Love at first sight → nope.
092. Heaven → Yeap
093. Santa Claus → no
094 Tooth Fairy--> No
095. Kiss on the first date -> No.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → very much, yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → maybe
099. Do you believe in God → yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people→ No worries

1.Sum

2.Mun yee

3.Peng Han

4. Hong

5.Ivan

6.Anna

7.Eugene

8.Jiun

9.Eliza

10. Yi wei

babbles.

2009-02-03T12:09:00.001+08:00

watched inkheart on sunday.

the story's quite interesting.i like the dog.super cute.its name is toto.hees.

then there's this guy who acts as the Reader, damn funny.haha. he cant pronounce words properly.haha.

oh ya, i wanna watch bride wars.=D

blabla.

2009-01-31T21:18:00.006+08:00

i went to some show houses today and those furnishing are so nice..gosh.
how i wish i can have that house.even if its a single storey house but its superb!i saw this single storey house with its furnishing all done.really pretty.especially the dining hall!!
words cant prove anything.will show you some pics.=]

nice rite??i like the frills a lot!!=D

argh.my dream house.how would i like it to be???
i've always wondered what kind of house will i stay in next time.haha.

such a nice living room aite?hees.

i shall have this one day.=D

with this kitchen in my house, i dont mind cooking even if i have a maid.haha.

love this lots!haha.=D

&

i'm loving myself!!

update!update!=D

2009-01-31T20:37:00.002+08:00

sorry peeps.i've been busy and i dont really have the time to update my blog.haha.

lets start from Thursday(29/1)
went to jj today with my mum and aunt.but i did not walk with them.boring la walking with them.
so i asked jee an out to teman me.hees.=)thanks jee an!!thanks for temaning me.haha.
bought some clothes then had sushiiii.=D
later, jiun called me up.she was at jj kbox that time and asked me to join her.jo was with her too.
she asked me to look forr her at kbox.den i was like..'i dont even know where is it situated.haha.damn blur lor me.cos i haven even got there once.haha.
so she asked to meet up at capcom.okay.fine.went with jee an there.then saw her.went with her to kbox.haha.met jo there.i was standing in front of her but she dodnt realise that it was me.haha.not until i called her.haha.bet she was too into singing already.ahaha.
sang some songs den my mum called asked to go back.haha.
while i was on my way out, i saw des.haha.
den only i remembered that i owed him a bottle of cows milk.haha.dont ask why.he says he wanna get fat thats why.haha.damn funny.so i went down with him, and jee an to the food section and got him his milk.haha.really funny.
pics pics!!

point up-me and jiun=)
point down-jo,jiun,me.hees.loves.=]

Now now. Friday(30/1)
really really bored today. decided to called my cousin out to shop.
boring.hahaha.my cousin picked me up at 3. wanted to go to boutiques to get our clothes.
but they were not open. i guessed their still on a holiday for the chinese new year.
so ended up going tesco in pengkalan.=.=

ONE STEP AT A TIME.

babbling all the way....

2009-01-28T17:21:00.003+08:00

i've never felt so bored ever.argh. if this continues on, i am really gonna die of BOREDOM.haha CNY has never been this bored before.haha grrrrr.i wanna go out!!!

was looking around for some really interesting things.
saw a few wedding gowns. they are superb!!!
I told myself one day i shall be wearing this.LMAO.

nice rite??i want one.haha.
I AM SO INTO DRESSES NOW.THEY ARE SOOOOOOOO PWEEEEEETTTTYYYYYYYYYY!!!=)

HAPPY CNY PPL.

2009-01-24T12:25:00.003+08:00

heyy ppl.
i'm back at the moment.LOL.
was not able to update my blog for the past few weeks due to the comp problem.
chinese new year is just around the corner but ipoh town is like so DEAD.
you know what i'm saying?DEAD.
it does not seem to be like last time already where everybody will be busy preparing for the chinese new year.its just so dull now.
i went to the market with my parents earlier on and the amount of ppl there seem to be decreasing compared to last time.i wonder why.
maybe because now we're facing economy crisis.haha
anyway..i met him just now.
wow.he seems to be so thin already.
talked to him a while then i walked away.
couldnt believe that i cried after that.argh.useless me.
anyway, the past few weeks were ok.will update u guys later.
bye.going church now.

a song from the heart.

2009-01-10T15:58:00.004+08:00

day by day time passes really fast.
without you knowing it,
everything has ended on that particular day.
we do not spend much time together
but at times when we met,
i really hope to be by your side.
now that everything's over,
i wish you well.
take care.
if we have the fate to meet each other
then its fine.
if not then what can i do.
i'll just keep missing you.

with love, irene

a glimpse of the past.

2009-01-10T15:51:00.004+08:00

was listening to some songs just now and it really brought back memories to me.
my first post was written to HIM and now this is for HIM again.
i know that you will not read this but nvm.
you were away in austalia for the past one month or so.and you came back but idk when.
you did not even tell me that you're back neither did you tell your friends.
few days before you were back i was really asking around..when are you coming back.
no one knew when you were coming back.
the other day i was at parade.
i went in to living cabin.
coincidently i saw the gift that you bought for me.exactly the same one.
at that moment it really struck me.
was really hoping that i could see you that time but i know i would not get to.
anyway.now that you're back i hope you enjoyed yourself in australia.
its very hard to contact with you. bt i'll keep on trying.

2009-01-09T21:39:00.004+08:00

busy busy busy.thats the word to describe me now.
i apologise for not updating my blog for almost two weeks.
SCHOOL STARTED and i'm really busy with tuitions.
never really have the time to update.
so nvm.i'll just go through a bit of what had happen this few weeks.

3rd jan,
we had our international youth rally today organised by the SU ppl.
]120 students from east and west asia came to take part in this event.
was there in the morning already for sound check and stuff.
4 churches performed for the rally.
it was wesley,cgmc,cgbc and elim.
the bands were really great.
after everything over at 1030, we had to pack up.
everything officially ended at 11.30.
went out to mamak with jin they all.super hungry cos did not really eat much,
sighh.busy busy busy

4th jan
Sunday!!anna and simone is going to leave soon!!!sadness!
this will be their last church service with us.
i'll miss you anna!!
so sorry for not spending much time with you and your sis.
words cannot express how much regretness i feel now.really sorry.
but we'll always keep in touch okay?
and dont worry.i'll update you my progress bout me and HIM.
you know who.haha.
dont be naughty over there.haha.
dont be busy going after boys in your school!!LOL.
simone, you're really a great girl.really nice.
i apologise to you too for not talking to you much in school and in church too.
hope you wont mind.
do kepp in touch with all of us here ya both of you,
we want to get updated by you.hees,
take care!!!

anyway,contibue back.
i went out to buy MCD with aunty lay ean for the SU youths.
they are suppose to take a bus to kl to catch their flight.idontknowwhen.
went out.then came back.then went for our lunch.
went with anna,simone,diana,zu ning,hao,ee,hyean.
so sad,our farewell for anna and simone,wont get to see them until dont know when,
sighh.

later in the evening, i went to WMSI.
in case you dont know what is it, its called WESLEY METHODIST SCHOOL IPOH.
i went there to help my dad.
was really busy.
a lot of parents came to enroll their kids.
its actually a new school.ahhh.whatever.i'm lazy to blog about it.
at night after everything is done, i went for dinner at isc.
i saw simone and anna there.their family was having dinner with judith's family!
so glad that i could see them again.

5th jan.
THEDAY. LOL. School started today.
not much work today.
just got to know that last year's pmr pupils did rally well.
around 90++ of them scored straight As.
i guess the paper was really easy.dontknow.

i'll update u guys more later.really lazy now.bye.

pictureessss.=)

2008-12-29T14:00:00.003+08:00

lights!!!!!=D

update

2008-12-29T13:05:00.005+08:00

the christmas concert at stadium was okayy.
everyone enjoyed themselves there especially the helpers.
haha.we were supposed to give out some lighted sticks to them for the concert but in the end,
we, the helpers end up playing with it.
was really crazy that night,haha.
very fun.hahaha.
oh ya, get to see debbie in her gb uniform for the last time.haha
after that dont know when i be seeing her in that uni again. or maybe not.hahaha.
we were super crazy..lol
after duty, we went in to watch the performances performed by some churches
and some orang asli ppl.
i was really impressed by one group of kids. they were doing some kind of yoyo thing. wow.
they were really good.and i think they are even youger than me.
anyway, soon after all those performances, juwita came on sttage to sing.
we were at the highest deck in the stadium.was really crazy there. i think i went high that night.haha.
and there's this uncle.haha.damn funny can die.lol.
he was at the dek lower than us.he was like conducting us with the lighted sticks.haha.
then suddenly he took out his whistle and he blowed.haha
its not like we dont have.we have it too.haha.so we played along.lol
we also blowed our whistles.lol.funny shit

here are some pics:.

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more pics to come!!!=)

title:dont know.

2008-12-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

unable to get a title for my blog.oh well.nvm.
went to stadium this morning.was there for a rehearsal for tonight's upcoming event.
Its called the Konsert Muhibah Christmas 2008.
quite a big event.around 5000 ppl will be there.
i have duties to do.argghhh.hate duties.
met all the gb girls that are going to help tonight.
shiao,me,grace,jia,amanda,peggy,steph,nyit yi,jean li, yoong wei,debbie,and jo ann.
the bb's were there too.sum,ph'ng,wei minh,and others.oh ya.chee koon too.the officer.haha.
the rehearsal started at 10.00am.
aunty judy brief us on our duties and we got into groups for tonight's duty.
den we had one more hour left before it was lunch time.
so we went to the morning market there for a walk.LOL.
sounds so aunty-ish rite?LMAO.
we had our nasi lemak for lunch. it was claimed to be the best one.

sighh.gotta get ready edi. have to be there early for duty.
oh ya!!juwita suwito is really really a good singer.fyi, she's the guest artist tonight.haha.

i'm off.=]

C.H.R.I.S.T.M.A.S

2008-12-26T10:52:00.003+08:00

its christmas season again.lol. this christmas was really fun.haha. went shopping a lot.LOL. was hanging out at jj for the past few days.now damn bored with jj already. now,flashback.

22/12/2008
morning i went to church for the rally practice.around 10 something to 12.
after that, han fetched me and jo to jj.went there for a movie.hees.watched transporter 3.

the show was okay la.LOL.the guys was body's really hot!!!my god.his 6 packs.haha.
den met up with deva and des.saw elly and carmen too.walk with them a while then went to mcd.den only met up with bryan later.

24/12/2008
it's christmas eve!!!!=]
went for caroling.hees.was caroling at casuarina hotel.aunty clareen invited us to sing carols for her company, Tay Ibrahim and Partners. They had a christmas party for the Hannah Hope Children. These mchildren are really really cute.haha.oh ya, guess how many of us went..LOL.only 13 i thnk.haha.the food was okay.we had games with the kids there.after everything over, i went to parade with judith and jonathan.cos aunty lay ean wanted to buy stuff.lol.we walked around parade.nothing much to see actually.alot of lala's there.hate it.
den at night we had christmas eve dinner in church.had to go church early to prepare.
was part of the christmas musical for the sunday school kids.have to act as animals.haha.i was the donkey, diana was the cow and peggy was the sheep.(will upload the pics soon)

25/12/2008
its christmas day!!!LOL.went to church in the morning.haha.after that went to jj.met up with my god mum then waited for dibin to come over.haha.actually i did not plan to go there.but dad got lunch behind jj at one of the restaurants so just followed him and asked him to drop me in jj.LOL.
after eating, strolled in jj for like four hours.haha.got nothing else to do.we actually went into every shop.haha.just to kill our boredom.haha.XD

anyway.i'm off.will upload the pics soon.=]

backstabbers.

2008-12-23T07:59:00.006+08:00

why are there backstabbers around me? backstabbing is a sin and to you,if you're reading this, if i've offended you in anyway just tell me straight in the face okay. you dont have to go around telling others about me and making people hate me because they wont. Dont go around spreading rumours when its not even true. How would you feel if you were in my shoes?damnit.Just grow up okay?
some of you might be wondering whats happening. here's the thing.
it all happened in the camp that i recently went. This friend of mine was also there.
To some of my friends, she's known as the 'attention seeker' in our group.
Actually she's not a problem to me. Not until what she commented bout me one morning in camp.
She practically said that i was close to every guy in that camp. HELLO??am i?i dont even know some of them there.i know only like a quarter of the guys from there from which i knew way back last time.gosh.how insulting can that be.
came back from came, she started to tell ppl that who are close to me bout my bad stuff.get a life please.spreading ppl's rumours aint a good thing you know. what more, telling your youth advisor.

i'm out

Back from YLDP 2008.=]]

2008-12-19T12:47:00.003+08:00

i'm supposed to update my blog a few days ago but i forgot my password.swt.
anyway.to make it short.camp was really really fun!!i'm missing the people there a lot and of course the sessions there.Pastor Daniel Singh was really a good speaker.
He touch many people's heart in camp and God's really working there.

1st day
We left MYC around 11.30am for Tapah. Edwin drove the van and Fung Hao drove his merz.
Less than one and a half hour journey, we reached tapah already. We stopped over for lunch.
I don't know whether Fung hao was too hungry he parked his car too quick or that he is rushing..his car ended up banging the wall of a drain and the front tyre went over the cement.

This is how it was. [Sorry ivan,LOL.i stole your pict.]

We used a lot of man power to get his car out from that thing.LOL.
great job guys!!HAHA. thanks to the boys,(jovan,ivan,sum,ph'ng,fung hao[of course.lol.] and etc.LOL.) Then we had our lunch at KFC.
After lunch, we headed to the SUFES Campsite. The place was really nice. The surroundings were peaceful and nice.=]
We registered ourselves and went to our tents.
First thing that came to my mind when i knew that i was sleeping in tents is that are there any leeches that will be crawling up at night when i'm asleep?LMAO.
I've never slept in a tent before and now its for 5 nights. I did not even bring my pillow. My head will be pain.oh well.what to do.its a leadership camp after all.have to stand it.LOL.
After putting my stuff, i went around looking for my old friends from prayer camp and the music team. Saw loads of my friends there. Ern wei, Enwei, Cherrie-These three are from prayer camp. Then the music team.=]hees.[James,Han how, Aaron, Abishua, Rachel, Radiance and etc..]
I miss them.HEES.

We had our first team building.. oh ya,my group's name is jacinth.and my group members did not know how to pronouce it, they pronounced it as 'Jacintha'.lol.with an 'a' added behind there.anyway, back to story.LOL.
it was kinda fun actually but partially tough too.
i had to use my face to roll eggs on the grass. How yucky can that be??LOL.its like kissing the grass only.haha.and we had to look for pieces of paper in a pail of flour. Can u imagine it..using our mouth to dig for papers in that tub fill with flour.omg.the amount of germs inseide there with othere ppl's saliva.haha. but everyone enjoyed it..

At night, we had our speaker, Pastor Daniel to share with us during our first session.

2nd day
Woke up early this morning and the weather was freeezinnggg!!!!its just as cold as camerons.haha.
dibin and ah sum became our alarm clock.everyday waking me,shueh cheng and lai may up.haha.then we will be lepaking in the theatre. some of us will still be sleeping there.
and the funny thing is, jovan will always be there at the theatre to look for line for his phone.
i know he misses he gf.LOL. he will also be there to charge his phone always.
talking bout charging phones, they do not have enough plugs to charge so everyone is like fighting to get the plug.haha.damn funny can die.LOL.

anyway.i'm lazy to type so much.i'll just add in pictures.hees.=]

At the stream.the water's really cold.LOL.

That's shueh cheng and me on the other side.haha.
Radiance and me.she's soo cute.haha. Me and andrew.haha.

Oh ya, I actually forgot that I've already knew Andrew for four years during the first trac prayer conferenvce only that we have lost contact.haha. I couldnt really recognise him at first not until the third or fourth day i went up to him and asked him did he join that prayer conference and he said yes.haha.damn funny.we could not recognise each other.he said i change a lot already.=.=
LOL.

anyway.more to come later.bye!!

the end and the beginning.

2008-12-07T07:56:00.005+08:00

i've never thought that i'll start blogging all over again.
but because of what happened.it made me do so.
and i dont know who to tell it too.
everything happened in such a sudden or maybe should i say that i'm too naive already?
I REALLY DON'T KNOW.sighhh.
it happened yesterday.after 8 months.
i've always thought we'll be fine.
i do not get to see him always.its because he's been busy preparing for his exams this year.
i do not even want to disturb him or to ask him out.
i just only waited for months for his exams to be over. and now that its over,our relationship ended as well.
i would not have know that he wants to end it not until my friend told me.
i was just so numb when my friend told me yesterday morning.
i texted him in the morning but no reply.oh well.that happens always.i said to myself.
everyday i would be waiting for his messages and calls. but sometimes its just blind hopes.
AND IT ALL ENDED YESTERDAY.
there's nothing left.everything's shattered into pieces.
now all i could do is to wish him well.
if you are reading my blog, i hope you'll take care of yourself in australia.if the weather's cold,pls wear extra layer of shirt.i dont want you to fall sick.
i'll be missing you.
do take care.